Sunday, January 15, 2012

Not a weak soul. But not a strong one either.

Red wine, beer, whisky.
Emotional breakdown.
Tears.
Outpour.
You came.

"Why do you do this to yourself?"


It wasnt the best decision but it was the right one. Dont for a second think it was easy for me. As much as it kills you, it kills me even more. 
I didnt want your happiness to only make me happy. Its not fair. I needed to stop. Stop being selfish. 

No one can ever replace you. That i promise. You were unlike the others. What i could do to others i could never do to you. Yet, my heart couldnt open fully to you. Im sorry. Im just too screwed up when it comes to relationships.






C'est la vie.

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